Ten years ago we celebrated your 36th birthday in London with all your wonderful friends and work colleagues and the family. You were amazed they all came and felt overwhelmed. You played pool with Nik who was pregnant with baby Emma at the time. It was a fantastic occasion and never to be forgotten. If you were still here we would be celebrating still and you would have been no doubt fretting about your coming half century well before it was due. How we miss you sweet girl. You are always with us.